It is before this cross and this Jesus that we stand to confront the system of race relations in our country. Or should I say 'race non-relations.' Stained by slavery a century and a half ago, interactions between white and black have been skewed. It is a part of our history, and our society and culture have been built on this long standing reality. In the final analysis, our system counts black Americans as not only different, but as less.
This is not a situation we have asked for. We did not cause it. But it is still there, under it all. We avoid conversation about it and confession of it because we hate to be held responsible for something we didn't do. Yet it is this system that has continually privileged our lives, and we do so want to hold onto those privileges even as we deny that they exist.
Some among us will answer, "well that's the way I was taught" as if that is either an explanation or excuse for behavior that clearly divides others into worthy and less worthy. Some among us will answer, "I always treat others kindly" as if that denies the systematic oppression of an entire race that is quantified by research.
There is a similar problem with white privilege. Some among us will say, "look at where I live. I'm not privileged." and yet they have never been denied a hotel room, an apartment to rent or steered away from a particular neighborhood by the realtor because of the color of their skin. Some among us will say, "I worked hard for what I have" without thinking that from the quality of the schools attended, to the internships received, to the job interview that you landed, to the job that was offered, your whiteness was counted as a plus. We can look at advertising and see all white faces; we can walk into a store and never think about what others are thinking of us (unless you went in your pajamas); we can walk down a street without police thinking we are in the wrong neighborhood. That is the privilege of our race.
Now let us take that to the cross. If you can't find the words for confession, even if you don't think that confession is needed, sit quietly before the cross (our cross at Luther Memorial is particularly helpful here) and listen for the Spirit's leading. That guy up there was targeted because he was the wrong race under the wrong powerful people who ruled his land. That guy up there was a threat to religious and secular leaders alike and really irritated regular folk like you and me because he taught us that forgiveness was the first step to real wholeness.........and we didn't think we needed to be forgiven.
So we crucified him. He loved us. Right there, on the cross. Where death meets life and God reigns. Where weakness is strength.